age in me. h at me. age out there.

SEGUNDA-FEIRA, 14 DE JULHO DE 2008


You think you don’t have that much to give.
The much I want. The much I will not be waiting for.
You gave me everything, 1 happy week, perfection does not exist.
I ask no more.
A happy week, once in a while, that is everything, for ever, eternity.
Happiness does not exist.
Just once in a while. A few seconds of it. The eternity of it?
It is your pick. I did mine. I was happy. For a week. That is all I asked for.
No more than that, happiness, once in a while. A week is fine.
I ask no more. You gave it all. I know you're closed.
Am I about open? A late blooming process.
An open process, a work in progress, open for it, whatever it will be.
I do not ask for much.
I just want it all. I had it all. Just you didn’t know it.
You were there. I am here. I want it all.
I want the week. Once more. Once again. And that is about all.
All for now. All forever.
(let me in) Once in a while.
I was happy this time. I will be on the next. Whatever the next one will be.
I gave what was possible. Is that enough?
I am not a good deal. I am not good at all.
My beautiful eyes. The beauty in me. The beauty in you and you don’t see.
Sun, summer, sex, sea, sweat, salt, semen, smiles, to see.
I did get enough of some. I can’t get too much of none.
I could get into addiction. Choc and pepper. AGE addict.